baby

2008-04-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

actuall i kinda like the class tee....
i tink its nice..
bt a bit common...
okae maybe its a good idea...
i realli have finance prob..
i cant believe i told them at the chatlinks...
so embarrasing..
how i wish i didnt put it there...
kae....relax nobody will read it since it will refresh itslf
kae...mayb i shud juz disagree...but tat wud mek me like jeremy..
confirm they all will be angry...
just save the money n buy fer the sake of everyone...
okae relaxx...
kae i just need to disagree coz they oso dont like...
but i like the design a bit...but not telling any1 i lyke it..
ssshhh...
those hu read this dont believe wat i type coz its not me sumtink possess me to rite it..

2008-04-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

i want class tee but tat stupid sum1 dont want
y cant it be majority wins??
haizzz....
cant we just cooperate??
i hate my class y cant we cooperate??
heez tommorrow got DRAMA i dont feel like going lerrr....
have to dance fer sac 4 n 5.......
like many of them got do sumtink for us..
i mean onie some of them take their jobs seriously..
walau..... i hate everytink sia...
to stress to type till hee yarhhh...

scared fer audition

2008-04-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

im scared fer audition later...
wat if i dont get d part i will be ssooo humiliating...
i want to audition fer two of them...
but wen the peson call i can onie remember one of the names..
i am so worried wat if i did sumtink wrong...
haizz wat am i gonna do?? wei...
help me....!! okay relax beathe in n out..
okae wen i came back from the eyecon production i will rite back again..

tired

2008-03-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

phew....
today tired seh run 2.4km....
i run halfway then keep on walking....
i hate running lah...
when i reach gate they ask me to run but i dont want...
they say if i run i cud get 15 mins...wow...
but i keep on walking and walk even slower wen i reach gate to go to foyer where the pit stop is...
if i keep on running i cud get 13-14 mins but in my head says hate running tat is y i walk...
i aint got no determination hahahas....boo!!!!
wow!!! DRAMA SYIOK!!!! just now was like damn fun lurh...
my group was thinking of different way of story but ended up in another way...
but at least i have fun with them...
woohooos... i tink i am becoming to love drama...but last year sux larh...
this year better...
walau some of the sec 1 take advantage lorh...
they very lucky sia...
last year so tuff...this year like wat sia....
nvm the story ends here...

makin merepek seh

2008-03-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

hari nie si pkui tu makin merepek seh!!!
i feel like smaking his face!!!
stupid bustard larh die with my adik angkat pon nak buat jadi adik angkat dier
takder orang laen ker?? merepek sia...
beh si yani tu bleh accept lagi aku tempeleng muker dier baru tau...
beh tadi dier jadi more annoying seh like realli wannae smack his face seh!!!
ekh klau kau tgh bacer please gi mampos lah dah jelak nak tgk muker kau lah!!!

you wont understand me and my love life lurhh

2008-03-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

hmm...damn lurh!!!
i so love him so much!!!
why did i say i dont like him when i still truly do???
i cant even understand myself....
i hate one of my ex!!!! he is damn lurhh!!!
i love himmm!!!!cant tell hu in case sumone reads...
hehe...this blog is my onie diary....(i tink it is where i put bout stuffss)
but bout family stuff so cant rite here.....
NURUL HELP ME!!! im just 14 yet i need to be loved by sum1 special....y?
tat is d question i am asking myself....
am i lack of love?? my family have not given enough love?? i myself donnoe....
well lolz coz it is just too funny....FOR ME!!!

2008-03-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

i feel very damn upset with him!!
i hate him!!!
i wanna break up with him!!!but i want him to break up with me!!!
okae another topic please i don want to tink bout him oredi!!
ok lets see...i don understand it..when a guy like me most of the times i ask why??
then they will say because im preety..cute.. all those stuff!! but..I HATE IT!!!
why you might ask me...well i love when people say that to me...but not the person hu like me..
i noe u tink im weird but...i want the guys hu like me says cos im generous kind clever sweet..you noe my personality....all those stuff...i dont want them to say they like me cos of how i look like...let say my personality is the same but my looks is sloppy would they even dare to look at me?? no rite?? like hello im not those type of girls hu like to act oh so bitchy!! lame lurhh those people...seriously like hello like me for my personality lurh...u noe the guy that i like he is not that handsome but i like him for his personality he is so sweet and so nice...well so him..but me im so....so me!! i feel so stupid cos im being me...

confused lurrhhh.....

2008-03-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

im confused...seriously....

why did i accept him when i hate him??

i love another guy but..well there is a problem...

last year we like each other but then i stop messaging him...actually it is becos my pp8 was low...

then i tell my friend that i dont like him when i do i really do...

i would do anitink but i cant!!! my love for him is so strong everyday i tink of him only him...

i cant sleep!!!when i got to skool i treat him like a fren...so tat nobody notices...

but then i got to noe he got girlfren...

i cant stand it when i heard it...

at home i think and think!!! so when i msg him i felt happy!! even more happy when he replied!!

i thought that looks doesnt really matter only the heart!! but my frenz looked more on the looks..

i love him for hu he is...now i got a boifren hu totally sux!!! i hate him and like him at the same time but never did i love him. why?? u might ask me..well because i never learnt to love him!! when i love the other person... well i love him but i have to love him in the inside cos i dont want any trouble...he is so sweet!!so,so him!!i cant sleep coz i kept thinking bout him..but why must it be him?? i just cant understand!!!

why must i make excuse tat he think tat i only want him to be a fren...

i love you...sumtimes i hope u love me too...

i hope so...but i noe tat now you love her so much , more than i love you...but i noe that i will still love you...but her love for you is not as strong as my love for you...

now is the 11 day that we been together i feel like breaking with him on the one month anni...
so that he will be upset really upset muahaha i hate you stupid bustard!!!!

pennat lah

2008-03-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

alamak tadi p.e penat seh damn tiring lah oi...
5 items lah 8 items lah can die lurhh...
than drama got amazing race fun but tiring!!!
run here run there go up and down like want to die seh...
walau...crazy day i have..
tired lah but i hope to have more of the amazing race..
seesh tired lah...

lame day lurhh...

2008-03-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

lame lah today...
there is nothing fun lurhh...
tadi kat klass bile history bau macam bacin seh...
bau macam ikan mati tak simpan dalam fridge...tinggalkan pat luar lama2
pheeyu...busuk nak mampus bleh mati seh!!
hidayu gi blame zhi cheng!!!
hahaha!!!!kesian seh dier...
pastu cikgu cakap it is obvious tat it is not sum1 who farted...
it smell like rubbish bin lurhh....
she spoilts hidayu's fun...haha so sad..
lame day rite??!!!

patched back

2008-03-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

hehe...
im not playgirl arh!!
okae talking bout single a few days ago....
now i am attached teeheez...okay i might not like or might like it cos
i patch back with ahemahem no need fer you to noe
now i like him it will take time for me to love him...i havent tell anyone even fatrisyah, salina and syahirah coz since they cant trust me y shud i trust them...well okay i did tell sum1 nurul...
now i dont tink i can trust anyone other than nurul....yeah only her...
okae lurrhhh untill hereee oniee ii cann ritee...

love, guys and complication

2008-03-07T04:34:00.000-08:00

yeah being single is like damn great!!!
you can flirt with any guy you want (fer me no tanx)
i just love it...i dun have to worry bout anitink but myself!!!
but wat i cant understand is y sumtimes love is totally damn complicated?
when i wish i knew a sensitive guy god give me to meet a totally sensitive guy
or a cool person but sumtimes they can be hot headed!!
damn i hate having love....argghhhh.....
now i like sumone which i tink is totally wrong of me!!!
just now in a bus got a hensem guy...(i tink he is a bit crazy coz)he and his frenz were in the back row which can consist five person he was in the centre then he wave and wave like mad but he is damn cute realli...teeheez btw im blushing....hehe...kae lah i tink i have a sort of love at first sight with that guy...teeheez

frenz back

2008-03-07T04:30:00.000-08:00

teeheez.... nurul and me are frenz back yeah.....
btw my life so sux actually
but im totally happie tat we r frenz back
it was totally childish fren no fren...
but fer the others im still angry wip them i cant understand why they are like this
so sux man!!but im happie tat we can share secrets and stories again (me and nurul)
teeheez till here lurhz....

sry to my baby...

2008-03-02T02:50:00.000-08:00

baby im sry to heart ur feelings kae...
i love you so much...
but dont you tink it is a bit too much??
well i feel terrible bout it too..
well i miss the way you use too message me every nite...
the way u talk to me....
the way u understand how i feel...
the love there was so strong was so passionate...
i promise not to hurt anibodi feelings again...
i say tat it is over between us but i cant help loving you inside my heart...
i want you to find a new person in ur life kae promise me tat olrite?....
i want you to be happi wen u found her okay...
i noe tinks will never be the same but try to make it the same,for us it will never be...

2008-03-01T00:13:00.000-08:00

my life suck siolah....
y must bad tink happen to me??
i tried being nice but i guess my life just gets more suckish everytime!!!
the onlie person i have left is my adyk angkat hu i can share my secrets with....
i just love her so much!!!i can alwaes count on her...
iiiiiqqqqqaaaaahhhhh!!!!! i tank u so much fer alwaes being there beside me!!!!
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii llllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuu ssssssssssssooooooooooo mmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

well onlie till here lah i can say how my life sux if there is nobody to talk to......
wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............now i noe how suckish my life is!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-28T01:49:00.000-08:00

haha got funnie story..
people in my class..
u noe....
haha very funnie cannot tahan...
wait arhh....haha......
kae lah i tell u now....
my classmates tot....haha
sum of them notice sumtink....
hahahaha....lol....
well they tink me and hahaha......lol
me n mikail are dating hahaha....funnie rite...
not really....like tat is gonna happen...
HELLO PEOPLE!!! we r just FRIENDS....just bcos we r close doesnt mean tat we r dating....
it is so not gonna happen klau happen pon it is not as if im gonna tell you....
well hello im still single....okae i want a more mature person...chey jus kid2 i love guys hu r fun!!!

well people u misunderstood us kae darhlings....

2008-02-28T01:21:00.000-08:00

haha now second time writing in my blog da lamer tak tulis...it wa like last year...well u can call me lazy haha...well i use to like this guy but now he got girlfriend nampak sah now i also in relationship but just break up a few minutes ago bcos im bored of him...well she is not that preety but okae lah...

maybe i dont have wat he is looking for..
i miss him when he did not msg me anymore...but we still online together lah...
well i feel confused sumtimes but i dont noe y...im love him but then i dont love him
i dunnoe wat but sum part of me love him sum part of me dislike him..
to tell you the truth now i like many guys about six...teeheez...
well sum of u might say it is a little but now im totally confused...
i donnoe hu to talk to...nurul now dah tak kawan tak tau asal lah...
wateva tanak layan suda i dont care...
well i tink my frens suspect me wen sharmilla talk aloud asking salina if she like ns but i so did not...im great wip keeping secrets(i tink)...i wud never tell others ones secret...
y is my life going down the drain?? why is this happening to me?? im just being nice to everyone..i dont want to have enemies..i love all my frens...but y they are keeping secrets from me..i just got news tat they suspect me of telling one of their secrets when i totally did not...
like HELLO!!! y wud i tell others their secrets??
if they want to suspect me it is so not my sins it is theirs suspect arh....
for nurul if she dont want to be my frens its ok...
it is her choice not mine...y shud i bother?? well maybe it just confused me y she is doing this to me...wateva lah...for salina fatrisyah n syahirah if they tink i cant keep their secrets so be it but god noes i didnt do anitink...

2007-08-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

i thought i knew who i was....
but i was wrong...
i thought i knew wat i wanna be.....
but i guess it was just a dream.......

chorus
i never thought it would be like this
i never thought it would end
all i want is a fairytale dream just to have you in my hands

i thought i could be just like her....
so you would like me better.....
i never thought what would happen to me...
if i was what you want me to be

chorus

i wish i could just listen to you
but i donnoe if it is true
i guess i just made a fool of myself
maybe you thought i was deaf

chorus